Finding Love part 2
authors: aleena_mokoia , hikabu
Pairings: Daichii, Hikabu, Okajima, Takayama, Keitaro (inooryu?)
Fandom:Hey Say Jump
A/N: again apologize for the confusing POV changes. *bows* orginally was an RP. Also forgive the many mistakes!
I reach the cafeteria with Ryutaro a little ahead of me, already ordering. I can't help but smile that he asked me to come with him. I could finally spend some time with him alone. I walk over to the counter and order a bowl of ramen and a glass of water and wait until they passed me a tray before walking over to join Ryutaro, who was already waiting. I take a seat across from him and open my chop sticks, pick up some noodles and start to eat, not realizing that some of the remnants of my food were sticking to my chin and lips.
“Where can Yuyan be? Hmmm….” I pause and think for a moment. “Well Jin-San is here, so maybe he's in KAT-TUN’s dressing room.”
I walk to KAT-TUN’s room only to find that they were already gone. I turn around and begin my search again. “If I was Yuyan, where would I go?” I thought aloud, and keep walking and just as I was thinking that, I bump into something.
“Itai...what did I bump int-...oh, Yuyan, I was looking for you.”
I smile and blush a little, hoping I didn't hurt him since I was walking at a pretty fast pace from looking for him. I wince as I realize the dull pain I myself felt from the impact, but I found what I was looking for, guess that’s half a win.
My hand still tightly around Yuto's, I walked into the dressing room and only let go of his hand to change. Though he was so close, I was already missing the warmth of his hand. Once I finish changing, I felt warmth return to my hand and smile to see that Yuto by my side once more.
“Your hand is so warm, I wish we could stay like this for a while longer,” I let slip with a blush and smile, happy that I could be this close to Yuto. If only this moment could last just a bit longer, but I know soon we'll have to start the photo-shoot.
I shake my head, though I was still curious on what happened between the daichii pair, my focus was more on Yabu's idea. I found myself blushing at the thought of Yabu being Santa and myself being...Mrs. Claus. It wasn't a bad idea, it was just the thought of him and Yabu being a 'couple' even as pretend, for the concert, that made his heart skip a beat.
“Umm...sure, why not? We do need a Santa and it's only right to have Mrs. Claus in it. Yuto, Keito and Yuyan wouldn't fit being a penguin or a reindeer, but we do need elves so I think that would be good for them and...ummm...I think you have a good idea, so I'm fine with being Mrs. Claus.”
I begin to wonder to myself if it really was a good idea that I agreed. Could I really pull off being Mrs. Claus? I knew that Inoo would fit the role a lot better than me, but at the same time, I kept thinking that if I didn't take that role, than someone else may get to be Mrs. Claus and be with Yabu and that made me feel a little jealous.
I shake my head and grin. “I'm all fired up now Yabu. I think this will be one of our best concerts yet and it will be fun to dress up, not that it's something new for us. I apologize ahead of time if I don't make a very pretty girl though, but in the end I think it will be a lot of fun,” I laugh a little.
I stop running once I make it to one of the empty dressing rooms and slip inside, my heart still racing. While scanning the room, I notice a rack of cloths in one of the corners, walk over and crawl inside to hide behind them. I wanted nothing more than to be hidden from sight until I calmed down. It wasn't the first time that I had kissed Dai-chan's cheeks but this time I did it out of the blue. Will Dai-chan be okay with what I did? I wish I had stayed to find out but I was too nervous. I reach into my pocket and pull out my I-pod, put my headphones in my ears and play one of my favorite Arashi songs, trying to calm down, the blush still very much evident on my face.
I look over at Inoo-chan, and smile to myself. I was happy to spend some time with him. I then find myself bursting into fit of giggles. I was unable to stop myself and that only caused him to look over at me, wondering what was wrong. I couldn't speak and just kept laughing nearly choking on my own food.
I find myself happy to see Yama-chan suddenly, as if he read my mind and just appeared. “Hey Yama-chan I was looking for you too. I wanted to tell you what the KAT-TUN boys thought of my new leather jacket....~moe they made fun of me saying I was trying too hard. But then Jin-sempai said I looked really cool!”
I find myself talking nervously when ever I'm around the young boy. I can't help but talk, however Yama-chan never yells at me for talking too much and I feel warm when I'm near him. I think that’s how my crush began, because Yama-chan never complains about me talking too much.
I smile at Keito as we go to where the director was waiting for us. “Now you two are suppose to be building a snow man and it's cold, so I want you to do your best to portray that,” he claps his hand to signify us to begin.
I find myself giggling at the childish setting for the photos. Looking down at my outfit, which consisted of a heavy jacket, mittens and boots, I can't help but think it fits. I look over at Keito who is dressed similarly and smile. He looked so cute.
“Ne, Keito let's do our best!” I smile and grab his hand, giving it a slight squeeze before we are called to the set to start. Soon the blinding flashes begin.
"That's a good idea..." I state, happy that Hikaru agreed to the idea, however I no longer cared as much about the concert. My "mama" senses were tingling that something was up. I find myself staring worriedly at the area where two of my little ones just were moments before. “I wonder what happened....” I find myself concerned and unable to concentrate.
I get out of the room and go running calling for Chii. I feel myself blushing at the thought of Chii kissing my cheek like that. It was so unexpected that I couldn't help but feel a little giggly inside. As I continued down the day, I suddenly hear a familiar tune from one of the empty rooms. Opening the door I can barley see the outline of Chii huddled on the floor, behind a layer of cloths. My heart leaps into my throat as I approach him. I find myself sitting down next to him and pulling him into a hug, I was going on instinct. I held the young boy and reached over and press pause on his I-pod.
“Ne, Chii....why did you kiss me like that?” I ask my face growing cherry red and my grip on the small boy growing tighter. I find myself waiting for the answer, almost afraid that it may have all been a joke planed by Hikaru.
I cock my head to the side, finding myself wondering what could have the younger boy laughing so hard. I slurp up the noodles, a noodle still left under my chin and scratch the back of my head.
“Ne, what's so funny? Did I do something? Did something happen behind me that I didn't see?” I was really curious of what had the normally serious boy laughing so hard. I couldn't help but to find it cute to hear the younger boy’s laughter.
I smile at the taller boy in front of me, a little upset that he had been teased but was happy that at least Jin-Sempai praised him. At the same, it also made me jealous to hear Yuyan speaking so highly of Jin-Sempai praising him.
“That's good to hear, and of course Jin-Sempai would say so, you two do have similar tastes after all.” I didn't notice the slight sarcasm that was in my voice until I look over at Yuyan and notice that he looked a little concerned. “Ummm...I meant Jin-Sempai was right, you do look really cool in that jacket,” I blush and look away embarrassed.
I walk onto the set, waddling slightly since the jacket and snow pants made it a little hard to move, and stand opposite to Yuto.
“Ne Yuto lets have fun!” I smile and kneel on the ground, pretending to roll a snowball, relieved that I managed not to fall flat on my butt when I knelt down. I change positions, surprised that I didn't fall, and make it look like I'm ready to throw a snow ball at Yuto, a small smile on my face.
I notice the concern on Yabu's face and get equally worried. I place my hand on Yabu's shoulder, knowing that he wanted to find the two boys. “Want to go look for them? With the two of us, I'm sure we can find them. Chii did seem to leave the room in a hurry and Dai-chan not too long after him.” My 'papa' senses were starting to go into effect, though I would miss the time I had alone with Yabu, finding the little ones was more important at the moment.
My face heats up and I can feel my whole body heat up. My head was spinning, making me a little dizzy. I knew that my face had to be red and I swallow and open my mouth then close it, nervous to speak. “Umm...well...Dai-chan, I...you see....” I blush more, feeling as if my heart would jump out of my chest. “Da...daisuki...” I whisper and close my eyes, hoping that Dai-chan wouldn't run away. I felt as if I could cry, not knowing how he would react. I wanted to run away, but if I did then I would never know how Dai-Chan felt.
I can't help but laugh at Inoo-chan. Instead of telling him, for I could still couldn't speak, I pointed to the area on my face that had a noodle still on it, so Inoo-chan would realize what I was trying to tell him. I continued to giggle, holding onto my sides, my eyes watering slightly. I couldn't help it, seeing the pretty boy like that was a sight to see.
I wonder momentarily what Yama-chan's tone was about but choose instead to just give him a lazy smile. “Ehhh? Look at the time. I better go find Yabu and Hika so we can get started with out shoot!” With that I smiled and held out my hand, looking at Yama-chan shyly, hoping he wouldn't find it weird and would come along with me.
Once we finished the shoot, both of us were grinning, glad it was finally over. I look over at Keito who is waddling in his clothes and I can't help but grin. I find myself staring however as Keito sheds the many layers quickly revealing his well muscled back to me. I find myself blushing at the thoughts coming to my head. I then quickly change, hoping to keep my mind focused on things other than the handsome boy known as my boyfriend.
“Yeah…” I nodded and get up. I walk out of the room, Hika in tow, as we walk down the hall. My ears were overly sensitive so I heard Daiki speaking
"Chii why did you kiss me like that?" Was what I heard and I almost couldn't believe my ears. Hika and I stared at each other wide eyed, each getting closer to the door to listen to what was happening. "Daisuki" was what we heard come from Chinen, each of us staring at each other, both curious to open the door and see what exactly was going on but knew it was best to wait just a little longer.
I find my face flush with a deep blush at hearing Chi's words. I feel myself smile and shake a bit, unsettled by the thought that my crush liked me back. I then felt Chii begin to shake, as if ready to cry and so I hug him even closer in my arms. Then I lean over and kiss the young boys forehead.
"Me too, for a long time now" I feel myself growing red at saying it finally. I let my hands wander to the young boys face and lift his chin up, I can see his big brown eyes slightly wet with tears that almost fell and a deep blush adorning his features. I then lean in to peck the small boy. Our lips met for one sweet moment, but it didn't last when all of a sudden the door bursts open and I see a shocked yet happy Yabumama and a giddy Hikapapa.
I reach for my face and feel around until I found the noodle plastered on my face and pull it off, swiping at my mouth just incase there was anything else on it. I look over at the small boy who at the moment was almost falling over from laughter and feel myself turning red, blushing. I found it cute to watch the younger boy laugh, at the same time; I wanted to hide under the table for looking so silly.
“Ne, Did I really look that funny? Umm...Ryutaro, you okay? It's all gone now, see?” I smile, trying to get the small boy to stop his fits of giggles, afraid he'd get out of breath, though at the same time, I enjoyed hearing his laughter.
I smile and take his hand, glad that Yuyan didn't take my tone to heart and walk down the hall with him. Maybe he didn't notice, if he did, he's hiding it well. I begin to worry. What if he really did hear it and is upset and doesn't want me to know? It bothers me so I stop walking, causing Yuyan to stop as well.
“I'm sorry Yuyan. I didn't mean to sound like that; I guess I was a little...jealous.” I blush at my own words, a little afraid to look over at Yuya.
I glance over at Yuto who in turn quickly looked away, with what looked like a blush on his face. I notice that he's already changed, finding myself a little disappointed that I missed seeing my boyfriends beautiful long legs and shake my head for having such thoughts and finish changing. I clear my throat and rub the back of my head before reaching over and taking my boyfriend's hand in mine.
“How about we go find the others? Or did you want to just spend time together, just the two of us for a little while longer?” I look over at my boyfriend and smile.
I couldn't help but get a big grin on my face. It was cute seeing the little ones confessing to each other. I felt like a proud papa. “You two are so cute, I knew that eventually you would tell each other how you felt...well I guess this is enough embarrassment for you, so I'll take Yabu and leave the two of you alone.” I help Yabu up and leave the room, closing the door to give the two of them some privacy, not even noticing that I was holding Yabu's hand while walking down the hall.
“Well that was cute. It's hard to see the little ones growing up, even I haven't confessed yet to anyone and I'm older.” I laugh a little and keep walking down the hall, hand and hand with Yabu.
I was in a daze. Not only did my crush kiss me and tell me that he felt the same, but Yabumama and Hikapapa heard it all. Instead of crying though I find myself giggling. I look up at Dai-chan with a smile. “I think its Yabumama and Hikapapa's turn to get together though I think they might need some help. Dai-chan's kisses are the best, just like I thought they would be.” I smile and hug the older boy, filled with warmth that my crush liked me back.
I finally get control over my breath as I stop laughing, my sides hurting. I hadn't laughed like that in so long. I look up to see the older boy flushed with embarrassment. I can't help but find the pretty older boy all the more pretty. I find myself blushing at the thought and returning to my own soup and food.
“Ne, Inoo-chan? Why did you run away earlier in the dressing room? Did I do something to upset you?” I asked worried...it had been bugging me for some time now. I would hate to think that Inoo-chan didn't want to be around me or if I did anything wrong to make him want to run away from me.
“ I like the idea of spending more time with you nya~...but at the same time Yabumama and Hikapapa might get mad if we don't head back soon....”
I find myself holding onto Keito's hand as we walk back to the dressing room to find no one there. Confused, I drag Keito over to one of the couches in the room and took out my phone, looking at the time. “Well it's Yuyan, Hikapapa, and Yabumama's turn to do the photo shoot...and Ryu and Inoo are eating...so where are Yama-chan, Dai-chan and Chii?” I look down at my phone, finding no new messages, a little curious of where everyone had scattered to.
I find myself staring in shock that my crush was jealous. “Jealous? Why would you be jealous? There is no need to be.” I smile, thinking that it didn't mean anything. I was probably imagining things anyways, so I take Yama-chan's hand and squeeze it smiling. It hurt thinking that Yama-chan only saw me as an older brother. Suddenly my phone goes off informing me to meet Yabu and Hikaru in the changing room that they were on their way.
“Well I need to go.” I smile and without really thinking, lean forward and kiss Yama-chan's forehead before bolting at full speed away down the hall, my face beat red and worried about what I had just done.
Hika and I arrived at the changing room, ready to get everything done. My head kept going back to what Hikaru had said about not confessing to the one he likes yet. That made me wonder...Who was it that Hika liked? I felt my heart clench at the idea of someone else being held so dear to him. Just then I saw Yuya burst into the room beat red. One look at his face and I knew something was up
“What happened, Yuyan?” I look over at him, worried.
“Ummmm....nothing....I just may have been a baka and messed something up...” he replied and looked down at the ground.
The look on his face was so sad that I found myself wondering and I look over at Hikaru who was staring with concern at the older boy. Before anyone could figure anything out the director yelled for us to get to work. “Tell us when this is done okay?” I watch him nod his head and head out of the room with Hikaru and Yuya.
I smiled at what Chii had said. Getting up and offering the young boy a hand, I pull him up and gently kissed him again. “I agree...those two have been tiptoeing about each other for years. They need to get together....hehe...which reminds me....I need to do this properly.” I took a deep breath, my cheeks turning a deep shade of red. “Chii will you go out with me?” I found myself nervous all of sudden, even though I was pretty sure Chi was now mine. I sighed for a moment and before Chii can answer, I lean down and give him one long kiss before pulling away and looking at him, waiting for his answer to come.
I look over at Ryutaro and could see the concern on his face and it tugged a little at my heart to think something I did could of worried him. When I think back to the scene in the dressing room, I find it hard to look Ryutaro in the face without blushing.
“Why would you think that? Don't worry; I would never be upset with you. I was just really excited about the photo-shoot that I couldn't wait to get on set so I kind of rushed to get changed. I'm sorry I didn't wait up for you, but I promise I will next time.” I smile at the younger boy, hoping that would help ease his mind.
I looked around the room with no one in it, myself wondering where everyone was. Jut then a lost looking Yama-chan ventured into the room, which caused me to worry. I turn to look over at Yuto and squeeze his hand, knowing he would be worried about his best friend. “Yama-Chan, did something happen?” As I ask, I notice how the younger boy tensed, I figured it had something to do with one of the other members ,and found myself curious about what could have happened.
I almost blank out Keito all together until I almost toppled onto his and Yuto's laps and shake my head to clear my mind. I didn't know what came over Yuya, that he would kiss me on the forehead like that and run away. I would understand if it was Chii, but Yuyan didn't just kiss someone so it made it even more of a mystery.
“Well I was with Yuyan and I mentioned that it made me a little jealous how he was talking about Jin-sempai and he didn't understand why that was...then he squeezed my hand and right before he ran off to meet up with Hikaru and Yabu he kissed me on the forehead. I'm just really confused...I don't know what to think.” I blush but try hard to hide it, and begin to worry that I might have made my best friend get even more worried and wave my hands.
“It's nothing really, I really shouldn't take up yours and Keito's time alone together since you probably haven't gotten that many moments to be alone this past week with everything that's been going on.” I turn to leave and head for the door.
My face heated up and my cheeks turned an even deeper shade of red, if that was even possible. Dai-Chan's kisses were warm, sweet and full of love. It made me melt inside and I give my biggest smile before wrapping my arms around him. I loosen up the hug enough to stand on my tippy toes to kiss Dai-Chan as long as my feet would allow me and pull away.
“I'll go out with you, Dai-chan. You don't know how long I've waited to hear you say that. This is the best day ever, well...along with meeting Ohno Satoshi, but I love you more than anyone. You’re my cute Dai-chan penguin.” I smile from ear to ear, finding my nickname cute, though I was a little unsure how Dai-chan would take it.
I stare at Inoo for a second, unsure that what he had just said was the truth. It wouldn't be the first time that the older boy had lied to me. I just nodded my head, choosing to accept it for the time being. I finished my food quickly and looked up at Inoo who was staring. I smiled reassuring him that I was okay before I got up and left.
“I'll meet you back at the dressing room.” I give a small smile and walk over and give Inoo a small hug before retreating. I didn't bother to look to see Inoo's reaction, too afraid to show how red my cheeks were from hugging the older boy so suddenly and walk away, leaving the cafeteria.
I couldn't help smiling at Yama-chan's story. It sounded like Yuyan maybe had feelings for Yama-chan as well. I found myself hoping that was the case for both of their happiness.
“Ne, I'm sure Yuyan wanted to reassure you not be jealous, and wanted to say he cares.” I found myself smiling lazily at the thought, sure Yama-chan would never believe it, but I was pretty sure that was the case. I stare at Keito who looked at me for a moment. I giggled and kissed his cheek. “And Keito and I are you're friends, we got plenty of time together today so we're both happy to help.” I smiled widely at Keito who took my hand and smiled his agreement. I motion for Yama-chan to come back and sit down again.
I stare at Chii with eyes wide for a moment. The look on his face was so happy with the nickname; I found the anger leaving me as soon as it surfaced. I smiled and kissed Chii on the nose. “Alright, however if you call me that in front of the others ever you're dead!”
I smiled and grabbed Chii's hand, before walking to the dressing room. Once we arrived we saw a blushing Yama-chan, a grinning Yuto, and a smiling Keito. I look down at Chii who seemed as though he was on cloud nine for answers. I got none.
“What happened?” I asked curious. I sit down and then Chii sat on my lap sighing in comfort. I grin and pull the younger boy close to me taking in his scent and warmth. I look up to see Yuto, Keito, and Yama-chan staring at Chii and I.
“Ummm how about you two go first? Yours sounds more interesting...” Yuto asked, looking over at Chii and I.
I find myself blushing as Chii leaned into me more giggling happily, making the others grin. It was clear from the look on their faces that they wanted details and fast. Just then Ryutaro came into the room looking a bit out of sorts, however seeing Chii and I he seemed to get the same look on his face. The next thing I knew, I was surrounded by the noisy 7 boys wanting answers.
I feel like something isn't right with the younger boy, that he seemed a little unsure about something. Could he tell I was lying? I hate lying to Ryutaro, but what could I do? Do I tell him that I was checking him out? If I did tell him; He would be embarrassed to hear that, wouldn't he? I find that it really bothered me to think that Ryutaro could be upset with my lying to him but I'm lost to what to do.
“Maybe I really should tell him. No...if I do, he might think I'm a pervert and avoid me, I mean he is still underage. If I don't though, he may never believe anything I tell him as the truth.” I whisper to myself and I sigh as I pick up my tray, dumping out the remainder of my food, and leave the cafeteria and walk down the hall to think.
I momentarily forget my own problems, more interested in finding out more on the development with Dai-chan and Chii. Yuto and I always did say that daichii would eventually happen. I smile at the two, happy that the two of them finally were a couple; at least I could be happy that my friend’s love life was going somewhere.
“So...what happened? I know Dai-Chan looks like he can't answer, but I bet you would tell your best buddy how this happened, right Chii?” I smile and watch as Dai-Chan blushed even more and Chii only giggled and cuddled closer to Dai-Chan. It was good to see Chii so happy.
I giggle and move in closer on Dai-chan's lap. I want to tell them everything, I just hope Dai-Chan won't be too embarrassed. We already know about the okajima pair and Keito is shy so hopefully Dai-Chan won't mind.
“Dai-Chan and I are officially going out. I would tell you more but...it's up to Dai-Chan.” I tease and smile, hugging one of Dai-Chan's arms. I couldn't contain all the happiness I had that Dai-chan accepted my love and that we were going out. I wanted everyone to know, but would leave it up to Dai-chan on whether or not we told them exactly how it happened.
I begin to change out of the outfit I wore for the photo-shoot and glance over at Yuyan. He still looks a little sad; though he hid it well for the photos, it didn't take him long to get that long back on his face again. I walk over to him before I finish changing, all that was left was putting my shirt on which was still hanging on the hanger. I place my hand on his bare shoulder, not noticing that Yabu dropped his cloths by seeing that scene.
“Yuya, we weren't able to get an answer before, but would you like to explain what happened? Maybe I can help.” I look over at the slightly taller boy.
I smile down a Chii, my cheeks beat red from embarrassment. “Well Chii kissed me on the cheek for no reason and ran away, and well when I ran after him things just sorta happened.” I found my face was like a cherry while I squeezed Chii’s hand smiling shyly. I looked up to see the happy faces of all of 7 looking at me with huge grins.
I find myself staring at the sight of Yuya and Hikaru and can’t help but feel a bit jealous. I feel myself growing angry as I pick up my clothes that I dropped. I found myself watching intently for the next move, ready to pounce if anything happened. I shook my head suddenly, surprised by my own thoughts. Yuya obviously had a problem, and even though Yuya was almost my age, he was still one of my children. I then walked over to the two and smiled showing my own support.
I look up at the two boys who I considered my brothers. I knew if anyone could help me it was them. “Well you see, I ended up bumping into Yama-chan and well we started talking and he said he was a bit jealous of Jin-sempai and well...somewhere along the line I kissed him on the forehead and ran off. Now I’m not sure what to do. I mean, I’m pretty sure he sees me as just another older brother...” I find myself blushing.
I know I shouldn’t be so worried about a simple peck on the forehead, but I can’t help it. It wasn’t just a platonic thing, even though it could be written off as one. I look up at the two desperate for some help. I look at Hikaru with helpless eyes.
I wiggle a little in Dai-chan's lap, making myself even more comfortable and grin to see that all of 7 was there and happy for us. I look up at Dai-chan and turn my head, giving him a small peck on his lips and pull away and giggle. I turn my head to notice that Yama-chan, though he was smiling, seemed a little off. "Yama-chan...are you okay?" I begin to worry, since it wasn't often that I saw Yama-chan down.
I shouldn't be surprised; Chii was always good at picking up when someone was down. "I didn't want to ruin your moment and my problem isn't really that big. At least, I think I might be making it into something bigger than it really is." I look down at the my feet for a moment to think and when I look up, I find that all eyes were on me and I take a step back, Chii's stares, along with Yuto's, were the most intense of them all.
"Okay, okay I'll talk. Well, you see...I talked to Yuyan a little sarcastically before and then I even told him that I was a little jealous of him spending time with Jin-sempai. He was confused that I would be jealous, though I don't know if he knew I meant that I was jealous of Jin-sempai being with him. What's more...he kissed me on the forehead. Yuyan doesn't do things like that normally so I'm really confused."
I look to find that all the boys were smiling widely at me. I blush lightly and look away and cough, cursing myself for not looking 'cool' at the moment "W..what? Am I missing something...do you know something I don't?" I don't dare turn my head, knowing that I must of been blushing, though I was trying so hard not to.
I wanted to believe that Yuyan was trying to reassure me not to be jealous of Jin-sempai but I know how close they are and every time I think about it, it bothers me. "I hate feeling like this. I don't hate Jin-Sempai, I respect him, but when he's around Yuyan, I can't stop myself from feeling both sad and angry. I know Yuyan wouldn't like it if he knew I felt that way, especially with how close he is with Jin-Sempai. I don't want to ruin everything." A few tears form in my eyes and I close them tightly, trying to make them stop. I was afraid.
As I listen to Yama-chan, I squeezed Yuto's hand and nodded to him, knowing that Yuto would want to comfort and help his best friend. I let go of his hand, so my boyfriend could walk over to Yama-chan. I never experienced anything Yama-chan was going through but I knew that it couldn't be easy and for Yama-chan to be so conflicted, I knew that he really needed everyone to be there for him. If it had been us, I know he would do the same.
While I wander the halls, I pop into the studio where Hikaru, Yabu and Yuya were and overhear their conversation. I didn't like eavesdropping, but hearing that Yuya had a similar problem as myself made me feel a little less alone. I walk over to the three.
"I didn't mean to eavesdrop...I was just walking by and wanted to see how the photo-shoot went. I'm kind of in the same situation myself, though with Ryutaro." I wanted to try to make it so Yuya didn't feel so alone, though I wasn't sure what I said would do much help.
I couldn't help but smile at the two boys. I find it cute that they both came to us for help and I wanted nothing more than to be able to help them, even if the advice wasn't much. I remove my hand from Yuya's shoulder, placing it instead on my hip.
"From the sounds of it, you and Yama-chan are thinking the same thing. From what I gather, Yama-chan may be jealous of Jin-sempai being so close to you and you kissed him to reassure him that there was nothing between you and Jin-sempai. Yuya, I believe you kissed his forehead because you like Yama-chan, and Yama-chan was jealous because he feels the same way about you. I think it's kind of cute, seeing this shy side of you. I bet right now, Yama-chan is worrying about the same thing you are right now, so the best thing I think you can do is to find him and talk with him alone. The two of you may feel better if you talked things out."
I couldn't believe all that I said. I'm not exactly an expert on love, especially when I don't have any experience at it myself, nor did I know how to go about things with my own situation, but I felt it was much easier helping others with their love problems. I turn to Inoo waiting for his problem to be told.
"So what happened with you and Ryutaro?"
I was shocked to hear that kind of advice coming from Hikaru, the clown. I guess he wasn't always all jokes and pranks, though I knew that already, it still shocked me when I saw Hikaru being serious.
"My problem isn't quite as clear as Yuya's and I may be over thinking things. I think Ryutaro could tell that I was lying to him before and I think he may be upset with me. We were eating lunch and he...well he asked why I left the changing room so quickly. I lied and told him that I was excited to get on set but really...I...kind of was checking him out, and well Ryu being underage and all I was a bit afraid. I think Ryu could tell I was lying. He gave me a hug before he left the cafeteria but I didn't see his face so...well I don't know what to think. I couldn't really tell him the reason I left the changing room in a hurry, could I?" I blush deeply and look down in embarrassment, hoping Hikaru would have some answers.
I blush lightly, though I was close to Inoo, I never really noticed that he liked Ryutaro, the baby of the group, though he seemed the most mature of all the members at times.
"I think I'll leave this one up to Yabu" I walk over to Yabu and blush, though I had seen him shirtless many times before, with all the talk of love going on, I felt that it was unavoidable that my own feelings would show slightly. I clear my throat and look away slightly from Yabu while I stood to the side of him.